just a little scared....

What do I say? How can I explain it? This new relationship has really taken off. I basically have an ear to ear grin on my face all day and all night long. We see each other 2 or 3 times a week. When we arn't together we are texting like crazy. We have a real connection. I feel like I have known him forever. We don't even have to talk, we can just stare at each other and tell what the other is thinking. I am having a great time.

I am emotionally attached. He is too. He verbalizes his feelings towards me. I am a little more stand-off-ish in this conversation. I am scared it is just pheramones. It will wear off eventually, right? I don't want to get hurt. It is still early, so I've decided to just enjoy myself and take things as they come.

Speaking of enjoying myself....he has invited me to go to Mexico. We were talking about beaches. I told him I am just dying to get to the beach and will be headed to a TX beach at the end of July. He is headed to San Diego tomorrow for a week vacation with his girls. So he decided that since he was going to the beach and I was going to the beach that we should also go to the beach. Well he didn't have to twist my arm on that one. So, sometime in August we will be on the beach together. Yea! Can't wait!!